Birthday Blues
And as my birthday comes to an end, I’m here laying in bed….
Thinking of you…
And thinking that you had probably forgot my birthday….
Your name was the one I wanted to see come up on my phone…
I guess I don’t mean that much to you and then you saw a status I put up stating about my birthday…and it took you 30 minutes after to wish me happy birthday….
It is what it is.
This aching pain I feel I can’t explain…
How I wish things were different …
And after that I cried…
Cried knowing that we are really over…
Cried knowing you are still what I want…
Cried knowing I can’t have you….
Cried knowing that maybe yes I love you…
Wishing you would love me back…
